(Original Song by BIZZYNICCI)
Lyrics
The room was shaking
But I stood still
Like if I didn’t move
Nothing would spill
You talked in circles
I followed the sound
Like it might lead somewhere
Safer than now
I wrote your name
In disappearing ink
Said it out loud
Before I could think
Every promise felt
Like a borrowed coat
Warm for a minute
Then not my own
I was running on hope
And adrenaline
Every quiet moment
Let the doubt creep in
You said “trust me”
Like it was a rule
But rules don’t mean much
When they’re made for you
I wanted fire
You wanted control
I wanted truth
You wanted the role
I kept my heart loud
You kept yours neat
I was falling forward
You stayed on your feet
I don’t miss the silence
I miss who I was
When I still believed
We were enough
When every goodbye
Felt temporary
Like love was something
We could carry
The night kept moving
I lost track of time
Every almost-moment
Crossed another line
You held me close
Like I’d disappear
And maybe I did
Just not how you feared
Now the air feels lighter
When I say your name
Like letting go
Is a kind of flame
It doesn’t burn
It just shows the way
To everything I couldn’t say
If you hear this
Don’t read it wrong
I didn’t leave weak
I left too strong
I needed motion
You needed safe
We weren’t broken
We just weren’t the same
I don’t replay it
I let it pass
Like a song that hits
Then fades out fast
Still moving forward
Still in my skin
Still breathing in
What I almost gave in