(Original Song by BIZZYNICCI)
Lyrics
I don’t rush toward clarity
It comes to me
While I’m doing other things
While I’m paying attention
To what doesn’t quite line up
You were asking for certainty
In sentences
I was reading it
In the pauses
In the places you didn’t linger
I notice patterns before outcomes
Energy before evidence
By the time something looks obvious
I’ve already made peace with it
You kept mistaking my presence
For agreement
My listening
For consent
But I was only observing
How long it would take
For the truth to show itself
I don’t need dramatic exits
I don’t need final scenes
When something stops fitting
I feel it immediately
Like wearing a ring
That doesn’t belong to me
You wanted reassurance
I wanted alignment
You wanted repetition
I wanted resonance
We kept calling it communication
But it was translation fatigue
There’s a point
Where intuition stops whispering
And starts stating facts
That’s where I am now
Calm
Exact
Unmoved
I don’t argue with what I know
I don’t negotiate with clarity
Once it arrives
It stays
Like gravity
Like direction
If this feels like distance
It’s actually accuracy
If this feels like restraint
It’s discernment
I’m not holding back
I’m holding steady
I don’t confuse loyalty
With endurance
Or commitment
With self-abandonment
I learned the difference
By listening
When it would’ve been easier
Not to
I didn’t change overnight
I arrived
Quietly
Fully
Without needing permission
To be done
I don’t need you to understand
That was never the goal
I just need to stay aligned
With what I can feel
Even when it asks more of me
Than staying ever did
If you’re wondering
When I decided
You’re late
It already happened
And I’m already moving
In the direction
That feels like me