I Know Where the Edge Is

(Original Song by BIZZYNICCI)

Lyrics

The city looks better
When I don’t slow down
Neon reflections
Can’t pin me down
Everyone’s selling
A version of truth
I see the cost
I still choose

You call it reckless
I call it aware
I know exactly
What’s waiting there
I don’t confuse
The thrill with the fall
I just don’t pretend
I want nothing at all

There’s a shine to the danger
A pull in the night
Everyone’s chasing
Something to feel alive
But I don’t drown
Just to say I swam
I know where the edge is
I know who I am

I’ve watched people burn
Just to light the room
Confuse being seen
With something they’re owed
I keep my fire
Where I can control
Not everything bright
Is meant to explode

You think I’m tempted
Like I might forget
But I’ve already mapped
Every consequence
I don’t need saving
I don’t need proof
I don’t trade myself
For a better view

There’s a rush in the moment
A hum in my chest
But I don’t lose myself
Just to feel excess
I let the night pass
I let it show
What it offers
And what it won’t

I don’t romanticize ruin
Or confuse it with depth
I’ve seen how fast
That turns into less
If I flirt with the edge
It’s because I can leave
I don’t mistake
Impulse for need

So let them talk
Let them guess
I don’t owe chaos
My consciousness
I move through the danger
Eyes wide, untouched
Knowing exactly
What’s too much

The lights don’t own me
The rush doesn’t stay
I decide when it ends
I decide what I take
I don’t fade out
I don’t disappear
I leave with myself
Still right here